I’m not feeling very talented lately… So I’m making scales. It’s the current point of experimentation I’m at. I’m playing with my supplies so I can see what I can do with them. It seems pretty useless, but some of my best ideas happen because I’ve been testing random stuff to do/use. I really like … Continue reading
I admit, I’m frustrated with myself right now… I believe it’s Asshole Brain’s doing more than my own legitimate feelings, or rather that Asshole Brain is currently majorly magnifying my doubts and fears. There’s part of the problem I think, it takes grains of truth from my subconscious and warps them into nightmares, but because … Continue reading
I’d like to preface this by saying I wrote it two years ago. Untreated and right around the time I truly crashed. I’m posting it as a contrast to how I speak and think now. I’m posting it as a reminder to myself that I AM getting better even when I have super-meh days like … Continue reading
I have this terrible habit of wanting to be at my best at the very beginning of everything. It’s a large part of what sabotaged my attempts to control my depression. I’d say my bipolar, but frankly, I like the high side for the most part. So this time, I am trying to be careful, … Continue reading
I like to say “you all” as though I have this giant following, when really I’m shocked when I get the odd random comment from people I don’t actually know. Take this also as an apology to the people I’ve ignored or just stopped responding to. You might remember me from such vaunted tales as … Continue reading
Have you ever stood between two large mirrors and lost yourself in the endlessly repeating image of your surroundings? This is the literary equivalent.